+ as of April 21 2007. another thing changed, i went to a prom. something i never thought i would do. something i never really had any notion of caring to do. after going, i found that my thoughts of how it would be were right and the reasons why i didnt want to go were justified, but saying "i went to prom' or '... at the prom..." feel strange.

on the 22 i have also established my first line of credit. i did this only to aid in purchasing a vehical. but its something. i will be getting alot of jewelry soon. lol.

2 new chinese medicine balls were added to the collection.

i feel the need for change. i may need to move on. i love the fire service. but pegram is makin me crazy. way way to much bullshit to fun ratio. like ball park 2340977544: .0000003 maybe. if i can find an affordable vehical, then i believe a place to live is next. i know of all the finacial beniefets i will be losing but i think its a step that needs to happen. so i can really focus on my financial goals.

my spelling is shit

i feel i really need to work on my people skills. i also need to be able to control my emotions and mannerism and tone of voice more effectivly.

someone just used the urinal. who could it be....?

this is one of my more random journals. i like it.

its warm outside. yey!